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Red and blue states bash and boost 2005's best picture nominations
By Kathleen MurphySpecial to MSN Movies
You wouldn't know it these days, what with all the kerfuffle about this year's "controversial" nominations, but Oscar really is a very old-fashioned and conservative kind of guy. It's not as if Academy voters are wild-eyed radicals or elderly anarchists looking to advance agendas anathema to the Heartland.
Despite red state paranoia, what turns Oscar on -- bottom-line -- is almost always money, not politics. Box-office clout -- and sometimes verging-on-maudlin sentimentality -- has traditionally carried far more weight among Academy oldsters than cutting-edge socio-political content or avant-garde art.
Hollywood talent can afford to be PC to the max, but most of the money gravitates to old-school business values. A big-bucks industry like the Dream Factory is not about to go gaga over product that won't sell in the flyover states.
Still, during the past decade, some Academy Award nominations -- if not always wins -- have gone to what many right-wing types would consider hot-button movies. Strangely, they rarely elicited the kind of brouhaha brought on by 2005 noms such as "Brokeback Mountain" and "Munich."
In 1996, "The People vs. Larry Flynt" (Director, Actor noms) humanized "Hustler" magazine's unregenerate pornographer, making him a poster boy for the First Amendment (the wheelchair helped -- the Academy favors movies about the physically challenged).
In 1997, "Boogie Nights" again made the world of porn a fit subject for the mainstream screen, with Burt Reynolds (playing a dirty-movie director) and Julianne Moore (playing his porn-star wife) tapped for Best Supporting Actor/Actress noms in addition to its Best Screenplay nom. That same year, Kim Basinger took home the Best Supporting Actress award for her portrayal of a high-class Hollywood prostitute in "L.A. Confidential." (Oscar's penchant for fallen women is known as the "Butterfield 8" syndrome.)
On the gay front, "Gods and Monsters" (1998) garnered a Best Actor nod for a pre-Gandalf Ian McKellen, playing "Bride of Frankenstein" director James Whale, haplessly in love with his hunky gardener (Brendan Fraser). "American Beauty" (which nearly swept the top awards in 1999) featured an abusive father (Chris Cooper) whose extreme homophobia masked an "unnatural" lust for his next-door neighbor (Best Actor Kevin Spacey).
That same year, Hilary Swank won her first Oscar for her "Boys Don't Cry" (1999) performance as a doomed girl with the heart and soul of a gallant boy. Four years before tall, dark and handsome King Kong, Naomi Watts gave her love to Laura Harring in David Lynch's "Mulholland Dr." (Director nom, 2002). And in 2003, Oscar went happily home with Charlize Theron when she shed her constricting beauty to play a lesbian man-killer in "Monster."
In 2004, the year that "Hotel Rwanda" (Actor, Supporting Actress, Screenplay noms) opened our eyes to the horror of genocide and "Vera Drake" (Actress, Director, Screenplay noms) introduced an abortionist who looked like anyone's mum, it took Clint Eastwood's "Million Dollar Baby" to generate a mini-firestorm of unexpected controversy, among conservatives and liberals alike.
What was it in the film's Hemingway-esque boxing tale that ticked off right-wingers as well as champions of the physically challenged? Euthanasia. That "fightin' word" threatened to eclipse the living, breathing film, which nonetheless copped Best Picture, Best Director, Best Actress and Best Supporting Actor awards.
This year's "Million Dollar Baby" is "Brokeback Mountain" -- Ang Lee's Western "Wuthering Heights" that the liberal media and critics organizations are using as an excuse to "shove the gay agenda down the public's throat" (the figure of speech anti-"Brokebackers" keep using). Or at least that's the way a lot of conservative critics are reading it.
"Brokeback" and fellow Best Picture nominees "Munich," "Capote," "Crash," and "Good Night, and Good Luck." certainly can't claim to be blockbusters, and they're mostly a mixed breed -- a little bit Hollywood, a little bit indie. What four out of five of these films share is superb storytelling, mostly top-notch visual artistry and characters who enlarge our grasp of what it means to be human.
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But, in our polarized times, movies are treated less like art and/or entertainment than red state/blue state Rorschach tests for a schizophrenic nation, an America so deeply divided in its values and beliefs that every film fiction is bound to offend someone.
So whereas most liberals have found little to complain about in Oscar's choices, this year's provocative contenders leave a good many Americans cold -- or worse yet, hot under the collar. Let's put on our red- or blue-colored shades for a closer look at the 2005 Best Picture 2005 nominees.
'BROKEBACK MOUNTAIN' AND 'CAPOTE'
Lefty reviewers tout "Brokeback Mountain" as a cultural breakthrough: frank gay love featured in a mainstream movie, starring A-list actors. Others see the film first and foremost as a great American love story, full of authentic tenderness and pain.
Ironically, Annie Proulx's spare short story reminded some of fiction favored by Victorian novelists: in an age of extreme sexual repression, they wrote of mismatched lovers who are prevented -- by class or social stigma -- from having a life together, but remain wedded emotionally and spiritually.
Critics of many stripes praised the way director Ang Lee gave tragic resonance to the film's star-crossed lovers by evoking trace memories of classic Westerns and by contrasting the promise of the West's wide-open spaces with the constricting roles his modern-day cowboys are forced to play.
Conservative reviewers concede that "Brokeback" is artfully made, but argue that that just makes its "abhorrent" content -- read "homosexual propaganda" -- all the more dangerous and seductive. It's so dangerous, in fact, that an industry insider reports the rumor that some Academy voters aren't screening the film, presumably for fear of contagion.
Larry McMurtry, longtime chronicler of the West with all its warts, has been labeled "traitor" for adapting Proulx's short story for the screen. His co-writer Diana Ossana has said that even friends and fellow scribblers had reservations about the movie's homosexual text.
Steven D. Greydanus, film reviewer for the online Decent Films Guide, argues that "Brokeback" is a flat-out indictment of masculinity. And, he declares, it "may be the most profoundly anti-Western ever made, not only post-modern and post-heroic, but post-Christian and post-human." You'd have to say that all those "posts" pretty much cover the ground -- though watching the actual movie, it's hard to keep abstract theory in mind, what with all that distracting truth and beauty.
Conservative talk-show host Michael Medved advises taking a big dose of "March of the Penguins" (Best Documentary Feature nom) to ward off infection from "Brokeback"'s abhorrent agenda: homosexuality, adultery and bad parenting. In Medved's deeply Disneyized notion of nature, the adorable emperor penguins live out all the values Lee's cowboys flout.
Even monkey love can be prophylactic in the battle against "Brokeback"'s anti-values: "King Kong"'s characters "exemplify feminine virtue, masculine heroism and romantic love," trumpets Don Feder, compiler of "The 10 Best Conservative Movies of 2005." "Heroic" animals and "romantic" interspecies love affairs may be heaven sent, but when a couple of lonely humans hook up, all hell breaks loose.
Fittingly, in this year of the gay agenda, "Brokeback"'s Heath Ledger is up against Philip Seymour Hoffman in "Capote" in a very close contest for Best Actor. Shouldn't Truman's calculated conning of star-struck Kansans (especially susceptible women) cause red state critics to bridle? Where's the right-wing outrage at Capote as a self-admitted monster, as sociopathic as the cold-blooded killer he's half in love with and using as fodder for his best-seller?
Interestingly, conservative ire is reserved for "Capote" screenwriter Dan Futterman (Best Screenplay nom), criticized for his subliminal antideath penalty "message." The "true monsters," pundits explain, are the two murderers, not the man who writes about them.
Perhaps the novelist escapes conservative censure because he disguises himself -- in the Heartland -- as a domesticated homosexual, the gay equivalent of the neutered black man in "Guess Who's Coming to Dinner." Still, Capote's a fair-haired, golden-tongued rogue only by virtue of brittle talent and style -- otherwise he, too, might have murdered to make a name for himself. Come to think of it, that's exactly what he does.
Tuesday, February 21, 2006
Tuesday, February 14, 2006
What the HELL is Going on in Here!
I am not familiar in English Writing a lot. That is true, it is very important things to I need to work on this semester. However, my English writing teach is not helping me to improve skill in English. Writing English is not too difficult to correct from Americans. However, that teacher did not help me to imporve and told me to drop the course. That is so stupid, and I wish I did not take her class for this semester. Because that makes me to so much angry and dissappointed to her. She could send to me sugesstion e-mail or what I need to improve for my writing in English so far what I've done with in class or assignment for that. However, once I told this, she did not do that yet. Anything of my grading my paper work, she did not sugesst what I need to do more.... Also, she is disorganized her in class lecture, too... That is very bad things to have someone pay for tuition for that English class.
I'm not going to drop class, but I want to talk English Department Chairperson to face-to-face. I did not care about what I need to tell him about in lecture, but I told him true story and she is going to have a problem with me like this that not make sence to anyone who is taking this class. I just want to he knows what she is doing in class, and if this is English 1200 for Second level of University Writing course at my university, she may do better job than what she is doing right now.
I am not angry anymore, but I want to have a good way of solution for this problem. I am not good at writing in English that I know sure. Because I am not native English user, I am Japanese and Japanese is my native language. American people who are not familiar with International Writing, they will think our writing in English is not that good. However, we need to work on that what we need to write for papers and using some preposition in writing papers... . That is not hard to she tell me what I need to out or what I missed for my writing papers. I am not a lot of time argume with my teaher about what I am missed or what I am not corrected to write in papers.
So let me know what I need to do... I was thinking that way, however, she told me to "If you cannot make time to go to the Studio and if you are going to miss so much class, then maybe you should drop the course"
THAT IS SO MEAN TO SOMEONE WHO ARE HARD WORK AND SERIOUSLY TO TAKING COURSE.
I am so much better now after I talk to Chairperson. He was nice, but he can not to do anything by himself for what solution is good for me to have. However, he promiss me about he will talk to English class Chairperson. That is better than nothing.
Hopefully, I will have a better solution and getting well....
I am going to take a nap and study for my exam on Thursday...
Also, I will work on my outline paper for Human Genetics class. This assignment due to Friday! Oh my my.... Hopefully, I will finish on Thursday night and turn into my professor about that on time!\(@_@)/
I'm not going to drop class, but I want to talk English Department Chairperson to face-to-face. I did not care about what I need to tell him about in lecture, but I told him true story and she is going to have a problem with me like this that not make sence to anyone who is taking this class. I just want to he knows what she is doing in class, and if this is English 1200 for Second level of University Writing course at my university, she may do better job than what she is doing right now.
I am not angry anymore, but I want to have a good way of solution for this problem. I am not good at writing in English that I know sure. Because I am not native English user, I am Japanese and Japanese is my native language. American people who are not familiar with International Writing, they will think our writing in English is not that good. However, we need to work on that what we need to write for papers and using some preposition in writing papers... . That is not hard to she tell me what I need to out or what I missed for my writing papers. I am not a lot of time argume with my teaher about what I am missed or what I am not corrected to write in papers.
So let me know what I need to do... I was thinking that way, however, she told me to "If you cannot make time to go to the Studio and if you are going to miss so much class, then maybe you should drop the course"
THAT IS SO MEAN TO SOMEONE WHO ARE HARD WORK AND SERIOUSLY TO TAKING COURSE.
I am so much better now after I talk to Chairperson. He was nice, but he can not to do anything by himself for what solution is good for me to have. However, he promiss me about he will talk to English class Chairperson. That is better than nothing.
Hopefully, I will have a better solution and getting well....
I am going to take a nap and study for my exam on Thursday...
Also, I will work on my outline paper for Human Genetics class. This assignment due to Friday! Oh my my.... Hopefully, I will finish on Thursday night and turn into my professor about that on time!\(@_@)/
Thursday, January 12, 2006
School Is Going Right Now!
Finally, I am updating for my Blog again! I totally forgot about this Blog, and I need to update for at least once a week or whenever I feel like to do it. ahahah
My school started last Friday, and I am taking 7 classes. I am having fun for those classes. I hope this semester will be better than last semester! I have one class for "Human Genetics," and it is not that easy class for me. However, I am so excited to take this class when I found last semester. Also, this class was called Human Genetics but textbook was "Medical Genetics." This is much better me to take class, because I want to go to Medical school after I graduate university! I hope I will have a great time and have fun with that class. Also, I need to write a paper about something I want to write for related to human genetics.
I am working on those days, and I have to finish my outline form soon maybe until next Wednesday. Because I told my professor to I will hope finish my outline until Wednesday next week and hope I will discuss about it with him after class or before class. I am so much fun with that class so far.
Oh by the way, I had a funny thing tonight and I was so much worried about my car and my roommate. Because he told me my car is not start on engine, and he could not pick me up. Also, he told me about his car is strange running, so I decided to take bus to go home. However, when I got back to my apartment and I went to my car, I look at why my car key is not come out and mycar is not start... I was so surprised about my roommate put gear for Reverse, no wonder I can not start engine and he could not start engine either. Also, he was so much worried about my car is not start and he told me very funny story about that... I will write more tomorrow because I have to sleep right now! I have class at 8am tomorrow morning!
Hope you all have a great and wonderful day!!!!
My school started last Friday, and I am taking 7 classes. I am having fun for those classes. I hope this semester will be better than last semester! I have one class for "Human Genetics," and it is not that easy class for me. However, I am so excited to take this class when I found last semester. Also, this class was called Human Genetics but textbook was "Medical Genetics." This is much better me to take class, because I want to go to Medical school after I graduate university! I hope I will have a great time and have fun with that class. Also, I need to write a paper about something I want to write for related to human genetics.
I am working on those days, and I have to finish my outline form soon maybe until next Wednesday. Because I told my professor to I will hope finish my outline until Wednesday next week and hope I will discuss about it with him after class or before class. I am so much fun with that class so far.
Oh by the way, I had a funny thing tonight and I was so much worried about my car and my roommate. Because he told me my car is not start on engine, and he could not pick me up. Also, he told me about his car is strange running, so I decided to take bus to go home. However, when I got back to my apartment and I went to my car, I look at why my car key is not come out and mycar is not start... I was so surprised about my roommate put gear for Reverse, no wonder I can not start engine and he could not start engine either. Also, he was so much worried about my car is not start and he told me very funny story about that... I will write more tomorrow because I have to sleep right now! I have class at 8am tomorrow morning!
Hope you all have a great and wonderful day!!!!
Tuesday, October 25, 2005
Too much going on one week!
I have 30 minutes to go about my class now... I have a long day until Friday.... Hope I will be ok... I was kinda dying this morning, because I had Exam and went to class. Now, I need to go to Ecology Lab class until whenever it will be finished. After that I need to study for my Organic Chem exam tomorrow, and after that I need to finish writing about my Chem lab report this time. I have so many things to do everyday now... and tomorrow I hope I will get out of class until 4pm... but I might not be able to do that because of Chem LAB!
I need to study, study, study until this weekend, after that I need to read, read, read and read for my website assignment! Which so bad.... I wish I can have a long week for relax and rest of my sleeping....
my body is very bad condition right now, and I think I should go to see doctor. However, I have no idea what they are talking about sometime, so I decided to not to go and not need to know anything... until it gets wrose it!
Hope everyone has a great and wondefull day!
I need to study, study, study until this weekend, after that I need to read, read, read and read for my website assignment! Which so bad.... I wish I can have a long week for relax and rest of my sleeping....
my body is very bad condition right now, and I think I should go to see doctor. However, I have no idea what they are talking about sometime, so I decided to not to go and not need to know anything... until it gets wrose it!
Hope everyone has a great and wondefull day!
T_T
I might have a long week end of october... Because I have four exams coming up and I am not ready for any of those exam... I wish i could not have four exam one week.... and I could have two exams each week... However, it happens now.. so i need to handle out with that.....
I am so glad to be have a great and nice days those past few weeks... however, I am not very good mood a lot now.... But i need to be ok soon.
Wish me luck!
AWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Today is Friday, and I should be happy for today and weekend, however, I amnot happy before my birthday.... Because next week Monday and Wednesday I have two exams .... THAT'S SUCK! Also, I have one quiz today, and I hope that Genetics quiz will be easy for me! Quiz question is only 5 or 6 questions, but I am not sure about that! Quiz covered about Mitosis and Meiosis... I know these terms of what functions are and I learned them when i was in high school. (9/23/2005)
I am so glad to be have a great and nice days those past few weeks... however, I am not very good mood a lot now.... But i need to be ok soon.
Wish me luck!
AWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Today is Friday, and I should be happy for today and weekend, however, I amnot happy before my birthday.... Because next week Monday and Wednesday I have two exams .... THAT'S SUCK! Also, I have one quiz today, and I hope that Genetics quiz will be easy for me! Quiz question is only 5 or 6 questions, but I am not sure about that! Quiz covered about Mitosis and Meiosis... I know these terms of what functions are and I learned them when i was in high school. (9/23/2005)
Wednesday, October 5, 2005
oh good good but not good
Oh great… I am so stressed out today after my Exss 1000 class at 11am…. However, I could not talk to anyone about it. By the way, I am glad to I have job right now… That job is tutoring for one Japanese family for teaching junior high school and high school students for one to two hours. I was very very enjoyed about tutoring them tonight. Also, I had very good time with talking to their parents. I think I will be good at teaching Math, English, Chemistry, and other some objective studies! However, I need to study for Culture Anthropology Exam after that. But my mood was not that much, and I was sick anyway. I went to dinner with my roommate and my good friend, Toby. My roommate was hungry and so am I. Toby can speak little bit Japanese, and we talk about what Japanese culture is. I loved talk about what’s going on. Ahaha! I am going to study all night, and I might not able to go to class tomorrow morning. However, I have to go there and take some note during chemistry lecture class. I hope I am good at studying a lot of things one day, and I am very good student in here. Also, I wish I could use and know a lot of in English! I am not good at any now. I can teach in English, Math, Biology, Chemistry and some other, but I am not well enough. However, I am so good at Math and I can teach anytime after I graduate this university. Also, I love math, and I wish I could change to Math major and get math professor job in the U.S. A That will be very cool, and I might get job at ECU or any other university!
Oh well I need to go back to my and my roommate apartment now, so have a great days you guys!!!
Happy happy days everyone
Oh well I need to go back to my and my roommate apartment now, so have a great days you guys!!!
Happy happy days everyone
Friday, September 23, 2005
Hopefull for my life!
Finally, I wrote second Blog in my site.
I was so busy after fall semester start..... I wanted to write some essay and Blog in here, but I did not have chance to write anything... That is so bad. Anyway, I am so bad on first Ecology Exam on Tuesday, I got 60.5% and hope I will get 67.8% end of next week. I hope someone can help me to write a paper this weekend or maybe tomorrow.... Hopefully by tomorrow! This weekend, I need to study for “Genetics” and “Organic Chemistry.” That so much sit stuff, and I don’t want to study on my birthday but I have to study this time… Because on Monday I have Genetics Exam and after that I need to study for Exss 1000 Final Exam! I am not well enough to take that exam, but I need to take that Exam…. Well, I hope I will have a great time this weekend, and I hope I will be ok. Tomorrow, my friend helps me to get out of the Ecology stupid questions, and hope I will have 5 points of that question answer to add my first exam! That way, I will get possible for my grade for Ecology Lecture class a B!
I wish I am very good at using in English, however, I am still learning in English and wish I could use translator for my first Exam at Ecology class. However, my professor is very not understandable person. I am sure he is not stupid, but he won’t understand what students need to his teaching! Anyway, I will be quiet until my headache harder.
Wish my luck this weekend and next week of Exams!
Have a great weekend everyone!
I was so busy after fall semester start..... I wanted to write some essay and Blog in here, but I did not have chance to write anything... That is so bad. Anyway, I am so bad on first Ecology Exam on Tuesday, I got 60.5% and hope I will get 67.8% end of next week. I hope someone can help me to write a paper this weekend or maybe tomorrow.... Hopefully by tomorrow! This weekend, I need to study for “Genetics” and “Organic Chemistry.” That so much sit stuff, and I don’t want to study on my birthday but I have to study this time… Because on Monday I have Genetics Exam and after that I need to study for Exss 1000 Final Exam! I am not well enough to take that exam, but I need to take that Exam…. Well, I hope I will have a great time this weekend, and I hope I will be ok. Tomorrow, my friend helps me to get out of the Ecology stupid questions, and hope I will have 5 points of that question answer to add my first exam! That way, I will get possible for my grade for Ecology Lecture class a B!
I wish I am very good at using in English, however, I am still learning in English and wish I could use translator for my first Exam at Ecology class. However, my professor is very not understandable person. I am sure he is not stupid, but he won’t understand what students need to his teaching! Anyway, I will be quiet until my headache harder.
Wish my luck this weekend and next week of Exams!
Have a great weekend everyone!
Tuesday, August 23, 2005
Almost Start Fall 2005
Almost start Fall 2005!
I had very interested day yesterday and today going.... I hope I am doing ok for everything... However, yesterday I was upset for Chemistry Department and thier stuff so much. (>_<)/ I CANNOT STAND UP WHO DOES NOT KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT THEIR OFFICE GOING, and also they even don't know anything who is going to do for registering student helping... I went there at 10am though 4pm! That was so wrong and I hate though kind of thing happen to me. However, it though ok to me now, but I hope not next time it will happen to me again.
Today, August 23rd, 2005 is last day of summer vacation for me and my friends at ECU. I hope I will hang out with them, and have a lot of fun together. But I am not sure becuase I have no idea about how's going everyone and everything for them.... So far, I had so much fun in here at Greenville, NC and ECU but I am not sure I will be ok or not!!!!
HOPE everything going ok, and hope everything will be good for me!
Also, I have a roommate in here, and he is so cool, wonderful, and best roommate for me! I am hopping to live with him a long time until whenever i need to move back to Japan or maybe forevera! \(@_@)/
HAVE A GREAT SEMESTER, EVERYONE OF MY FRIENDS!
I had very interested day yesterday and today going.... I hope I am doing ok for everything... However, yesterday I was upset for Chemistry Department and thier stuff so much. (>_<)/ I CANNOT STAND UP WHO DOES NOT KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT THEIR OFFICE GOING, and also they even don't know anything who is going to do for registering student helping... I went there at 10am though 4pm! That was so wrong and I hate though kind of thing happen to me. However, it though ok to me now, but I hope not next time it will happen to me again.
Today, August 23rd, 2005 is last day of summer vacation for me and my friends at ECU. I hope I will hang out with them, and have a lot of fun together. But I am not sure becuase I have no idea about how's going everyone and everything for them.... So far, I had so much fun in here at Greenville, NC and ECU but I am not sure I will be ok or not!!!!
HOPE everything going ok, and hope everything will be good for me!
Also, I have a roommate in here, and he is so cool, wonderful, and best roommate for me! I am hopping to live with him a long time until whenever i need to move back to Japan or maybe forevera! \(@_@)/
HAVE A GREAT SEMESTER, EVERYONE OF MY FRIENDS!
Friday, July 29, 2005
Summer Vacarion Start!
Summer vacation is now officiall started today! However, I am still in Macomb and I will be in here until 6, 7, 8, 9, or 10th of August....
I have no idea... Because East Carolina University told me to come to over there until August 6th, but I want to stay in Macomb, IL.
BUT, BUt, But, but ..... I just wanna be in here until school start if i possible to stay in here, however, I have to move to Greenville, NC
Oh my mY MY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I will know about my grade officially on Monday, but already I know about tow of my classes grade; Those clases are COMM 241 and WS 190. I got COMM 241 for A by 94%, and Women's Studies 190 for A by 114.25% (>_<)//////
Ahahahahah, I am very good feeling of my grades, but I did not think about I would get that good grades for those classes....
I guess I studied those class very very hard and I am so glade to have my teachers to know well
Also, I will have a great vacations with my friends, and I think I need to spend time with a lot of friends who are in here.
ANYWAY, I think I am going to get some sleep until my friends come to Macomb. I know I need to sleep a lot, because I COULD NOT SLEEP AND STUDY FOR FINALS! That's why I got so far an A for two classes!
HOWEVER, I COULD NOT STUDY FOR COMM 130....
I HOPE I PASS THAT FINAL AND get B or A for my grade!
Oh well, I hope all of my friends have a great rest of summer...
I have no idea... Because East Carolina University told me to come to over there until August 6th, but I want to stay in Macomb, IL.
BUT, BUt, But, but ..... I just wanna be in here until school start if i possible to stay in here, however, I have to move to Greenville, NC
Oh my mY MY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I will know about my grade officially on Monday, but already I know about tow of my classes grade; Those clases are COMM 241 and WS 190. I got COMM 241 for A by 94%, and Women's Studies 190 for A by 114.25% (>_<)//////
Ahahahahah, I am very good feeling of my grades, but I did not think about I would get that good grades for those classes....
I guess I studied those class very very hard and I am so glade to have my teachers to know well
Also, I will have a great vacations with my friends, and I think I need to spend time with a lot of friends who are in here.
ANYWAY, I think I am going to get some sleep until my friends come to Macomb. I know I need to sleep a lot, because I COULD NOT SLEEP AND STUDY FOR FINALS! That's why I got so far an A for two classes!
HOWEVER, I COULD NOT STUDY FOR COMM 130....
I HOPE I PASS THAT FINAL AND get B or A for my grade!
Oh well, I hope all of my friends have a great rest of summer...
Saturday, July 16, 2005
I Really Really Like A Person!
Tonight, I had very very good night with my good friends, and I wanted to talk about my mind. However, I could not tell my friend about who I like. Becasue that was my friend, that person.
I thought I was little bit stupid, because I could tell the person who I really really like, and I wanted to talk. However, I coudlnto say to that person anything.. (>_<)!!!
I thought if I tell the person, I don't think sometime happen or something going to be good. You know, it is just resk for I need to do, but I just the person knows my thinking and who I really really like.
I will update to write about this stories everyday hopefully!
I thought I was little bit stupid, because I could tell the person who I really really like, and I wanted to talk. However, I coudlnto say to that person anything.. (>_<)!!!
I thought if I tell the person, I don't think sometime happen or something going to be good. You know, it is just resk for I need to do, but I just the person knows my thinking and who I really really like.
I will update to write about this stories everyday hopefully!
Tuesday, July 12, 2005
Sorry to My Friends!
I am so bad feeling about I was doing something telling my bad habit of what I am afraid of and I am not good at...
Mike: I am so sorry to be telling you about I am afraid to talk with Black people... that is all of my fault to say that.
Daniel: I just could not have time to talk with you a lot of time, I told you and keep in touch with you... Sorry about that.
Michael Menke: I could not say to you about anything before I decided to move, and I told you last one in my friends.... I am so disappointed myself to telling you, and I just don't wanna see your face to be sad.
Ken, Steve, Tim, John, Brent, Paul, Hugo, Andy, Kevin, and Alex.
I did not think about I was moving, and I decided to tell you guys everything about myself if I can.
I am so disappointed about myself right now, and I think sometime I am not good at anything. And I try to be nice to everyone of my friends, but it is not working a lot.... (>_<)!
hope next time, i will be ok and i will see you guys!
Mike: I am so sorry to be telling you about I am afraid to talk with Black people... that is all of my fault to say that.
Daniel: I just could not have time to talk with you a lot of time, I told you and keep in touch with you... Sorry about that.
Michael Menke: I could not say to you about anything before I decided to move, and I told you last one in my friends.... I am so disappointed myself to telling you, and I just don't wanna see your face to be sad.
Ken, Steve, Tim, John, Brent, Paul, Hugo, Andy, Kevin, and Alex.
I did not think about I was moving, and I decided to tell you guys everything about myself if I can.
I am so disappointed about myself right now, and I think sometime I am not good at anything. And I try to be nice to everyone of my friends, but it is not working a lot.... (>_<)!
hope next time, i will be ok and i will see you guys!
Most Beautiful Mind and I Think I Am In Love With Someone
I want to do something for you in you the next.
I have the voice neatly heard because it doesn't care at any time.
I will come to have a tightness in one's chest so much why.
And, my pain why softens, and touches me by your palm.
Did I infect the cold with you?
Suddenly, because you had coughed, I thought so.
Two feelings piled up on the tree leakage day when it pours down are wonderful.
I want to do something for you in you the next.
I make the voice neatly heard when you want to cry.
Time that it can speak where to go thus doesn't change and I am wishing that I will continue in the future on the weekend as what was done this time last year.
To protect it in the crowded intersection, the shoulder was held.
The gentleness of you casual was glad.
When it is painful, is it for a moment nearby already luxurious to think though only you wanting to tell it overflow later though it will be possible to meet tomorrow?
I want to share a happy thing painful by neatly two people.
May I say only a little selfishness to you?The chest that touches faintly is held more strongly than anyone.
Hope I can say to my lover in the future who is going to be in love with me and I will fall in love with someone.
I have the voice neatly heard because it doesn't care at any time.
I will come to have a tightness in one's chest so much why.
And, my pain why softens, and touches me by your palm.
Did I infect the cold with you?
Suddenly, because you had coughed, I thought so.
Two feelings piled up on the tree leakage day when it pours down are wonderful.
I want to do something for you in you the next.
I make the voice neatly heard when you want to cry.
Time that it can speak where to go thus doesn't change and I am wishing that I will continue in the future on the weekend as what was done this time last year.
To protect it in the crowded intersection, the shoulder was held.
The gentleness of you casual was glad.
When it is painful, is it for a moment nearby already luxurious to think though only you wanting to tell it overflow later though it will be possible to meet tomorrow?
I want to share a happy thing painful by neatly two people.
May I say only a little selfishness to you?The chest that touches faintly is held more strongly than anyone.
Hope I can say to my lover in the future who is going to be in love with me and I will fall in love with someone.
Sunday, July 3, 2005
I Love One Person So Much
Feelings that the distance of two people contracts terribly did.
When the arm was able to be united naturally, and it looked up at the sky cold alone of me, feelings were understood.
It is not tea Era in the convenience store, and it naturally shares by two people and it is enshrouded to your chest.
It is for a long time nearby and I want to watch you loved for a long time.
Moreover, your getting warm is a present of winter. It is a boast snow.
Even if faced with a painful thing and loneliness somewhere.
I swear it is honest to these feelings to think of you.
I will be very glad of hearing if it is possible to become a song that you gave done CD.
Thank you for wanting to say for a long time and associating for a long time.
It snows that embrace a more favorite person closely strongly.
I mysteriously felt feelings that not were be sure to thin while looking for the present be able to be connected each other.
It is and I want to look for the dream to nearby for a long time thoroughly for a long time.
Moreover, it is a boast snow by which the sky vomits a white breath to the street corner.
When the arm was able to be united naturally, and it looked up at the sky cold alone of me, feelings were understood.
It is not tea Era in the convenience store, and it naturally shares by two people and it is enshrouded to your chest.
It is for a long time nearby and I want to watch you loved for a long time.
Moreover, your getting warm is a present of winter. It is a boast snow.
Even if faced with a painful thing and loneliness somewhere.
I swear it is honest to these feelings to think of you.
I will be very glad of hearing if it is possible to become a song that you gave done CD.
Thank you for wanting to say for a long time and associating for a long time.
It snows that embrace a more favorite person closely strongly.
I mysteriously felt feelings that not were be sure to thin while looking for the present be able to be connected each other.
It is and I want to look for the dream to nearby for a long time thoroughly for a long time.
Moreover, it is a boast snow by which the sky vomits a white breath to the street corner.
This is what I feel for one person who I love.
Tuesday, June 28, 2005
I Know Who I Like And I Wanna Be With.
This is very uncomfortable things to me happen right now, and I am so sad whenever I move to North Carolina. Because finially I find out who I like and wanna be with a person. However, I think I will not say anything to anyone, and I don't think the person will know about that. This is very wonderful thing to me, but I can not think about it right now... Because I know what's going on anytime, and I know I am so much think about it. Whoever knows about this I don't think no one can guess who I like or who I love. I wish I could say to infront of any people who I wanna tell and who I can tell. However, I can not say to the person and cannnot tell anyone ahahaha (T=T)
If the person who I love or wanna be with, I will be very very happy and talk to the person anytime! However, I don't think anyone like to talk to me anytime. because I am so stupid person whenever I cannot stop talking with anyone. ahaha that's bad... Sorry everyone!(>_<) Anyway, I will be in Macomb IL until August 6th or 7th hopefully, but I am not sure yet about that. ALSO, that is depended on my friends decision of an apartment.
Oh, yeah! I am thinking to come back at WIU on Octorber 15th through 18th. I wanna see all of my friends at WIU, but most of my friends have classes those days! That's not fun any at all if they are busy..... Hopefully, I will hung out with everyone!
If the person who I love or wanna be with, I will be very very happy and talk to the person anytime! However, I don't think anyone like to talk to me anytime. because I am so stupid person whenever I cannot stop talking with anyone. ahaha that's bad... Sorry everyone!(>_<) Anyway, I will be in Macomb IL until August 6th or 7th hopefully, but I am not sure yet about that. ALSO, that is depended on my friends decision of an apartment.
Oh, yeah! I am thinking to come back at WIU on Octorber 15th through 18th. I wanna see all of my friends at WIU, but most of my friends have classes those days! That's not fun any at all if they are busy..... Hopefully, I will hung out with everyone!
Tuesday, June 21, 2005
OH MY GOODNESS BUT IT IS NOT MY FAULT!
I had a great morning, however, I had bad afternoon. I went to three classes today, and I found out HISTRY class is not my class. I know I am weak for studying histry but I am trying to study hard for that class. I hope I will get a B for HISTRY class, and other two classes are hopefully get an A for my grade... However, I am not that much smart enough... I wish I am good at HISTRY learning..
However, when I was high school student that time I got grade for histry F F F F F!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So I am worried about it now... you know how much I am worried about it. If I get a F, it will be so much bad, and I will hate myself more and more. But I guess I just need to study that class more than I need and I can study other classes less than I thought.
In any case, I need to study for my classes hard enough, and I wanna be get an A for all of classes if I can!
I know it is so hard, and I am still learning in English. Hopefully, I will be ok and not die this summer! This summer is so hard, but I am staying in Macomb until July 28th or 29th.... After that day, I will be in NC and hope i will get a great college life!
I am so exsited about moving to NC, and go to ECU, not WIU in this fall 2005! I think it is good time to change my life and I will be good after I move to NC and go to ECU. Because I had presentiment and expectation from one of my dream and I think it will be better and hopefully it is good time to decided about that!
So what do you guys do in the summer and next Fall?
I am getting so much fun and great changes in my life, and I am going to be fine anyway!
Have a good dream!
However, when I was high school student that time I got grade for histry F F F F F!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So I am worried about it now... you know how much I am worried about it. If I get a F, it will be so much bad, and I will hate myself more and more. But I guess I just need to study that class more than I need and I can study other classes less than I thought.
In any case, I need to study for my classes hard enough, and I wanna be get an A for all of classes if I can!
I know it is so hard, and I am still learning in English. Hopefully, I will be ok and not die this summer! This summer is so hard, but I am staying in Macomb until July 28th or 29th.... After that day, I will be in NC and hope i will get a great college life!
I am so exsited about moving to NC, and go to ECU, not WIU in this fall 2005! I think it is good time to change my life and I will be good after I move to NC and go to ECU. Because I had presentiment and expectation from one of my dream and I think it will be better and hopefully it is good time to decided about that!
So what do you guys do in the summer and next Fall?
I am getting so much fun and great changes in my life, and I am going to be fine anyway!
Have a good dream!
Sunday, June 19, 2005
Great Night and Worst Night
I had a great night with my friends who is living in America long time, and I had a worst night with my friends who came from Japan. I was little bit not good anytime whenever I talk or spend with Japanese people, and I had bad time with them a lot.
However, during summer, most of WIU students know not many American students are in town, and my American friends are not here anyway. Also, I try to spend time with Japanese people now and for summer. That was not good idea, and it was huge mistake and choice for me. Because most of Japanese people dislike me now, and I just want to they know me more and more. Also, I want to they know understand me what my character is.
AnYwAy, who know me most. I don't think no one does that. So now on, I decided to not talk to any Japanese people, and I should not be they know me. Because they don't like me, and I knew that. Why should I let they know me and change their mind? I can not change their mind easily, you know, and everyone knows how it works. It is so complecated, and I think that is most difficlut thing to do anytime and anywhere.
How many people know how relationship is important to me? I don't think not many people know that, and I hope my best friend and my good friends know that. However, whom I love and whom I like who knows, and why I don't know that! I know who I love and who I wanna be with. Also, I know how much I love that person or how many time I thought that. Ahahaha.... I know what I wanna be with my friends and what I need to get relationship with my friends. However, anytime I made friends, but they think I am just stupid person ever in the world (who came from or live in Japan). Anyway, I am not ganna be in the group a lot of time, and I hate being in the group also. That makes me making friends harder? I don't think it is not making me any hard to make friends.
However, who hate me and who don't wanna be my friend but just a seeming friends make me to get friends harder or harder than I thought. Because they like to talk about me vey very very badly! That makes me so sad! You know and you can tell that.
Anyway, I am so tired this morning. I am goin to off to bed soon!
It's 4am morning in Sunday! I hope I will get up at 7am or 8am and doing some reaserch for my second speech!
In any case, I hope my friends and I will have a wonderful Sunday!
However, during summer, most of WIU students know not many American students are in town, and my American friends are not here anyway. Also, I try to spend time with Japanese people now and for summer. That was not good idea, and it was huge mistake and choice for me. Because most of Japanese people dislike me now, and I just want to they know me more and more. Also, I want to they know understand me what my character is.
AnYwAy, who know me most. I don't think no one does that. So now on, I decided to not talk to any Japanese people, and I should not be they know me. Because they don't like me, and I knew that. Why should I let they know me and change their mind? I can not change their mind easily, you know, and everyone knows how it works. It is so complecated, and I think that is most difficlut thing to do anytime and anywhere.
How many people know how relationship is important to me? I don't think not many people know that, and I hope my best friend and my good friends know that. However, whom I love and whom I like who knows, and why I don't know that! I know who I love and who I wanna be with. Also, I know how much I love that person or how many time I thought that. Ahahaha.... I know what I wanna be with my friends and what I need to get relationship with my friends. However, anytime I made friends, but they think I am just stupid person ever in the world (who came from or live in Japan). Anyway, I am not ganna be in the group a lot of time, and I hate being in the group also. That makes me making friends harder? I don't think it is not making me any hard to make friends.
However, who hate me and who don't wanna be my friend but just a seeming friends make me to get friends harder or harder than I thought. Because they like to talk about me vey very very badly! That makes me so sad! You know and you can tell that.
Anyway, I am so tired this morning. I am goin to off to bed soon!
It's 4am morning in Sunday! I hope I will get up at 7am or 8am and doing some reaserch for my second speech!
In any case, I hope my friends and I will have a wonderful Sunday!
Saturday, June 18, 2005
One Day I Thought and I Am Thinking
It's Saturday, but I am bored as hell right now....
However, I live with that anyway.
I am going to be get a good time with my friends in the night, but it means nothing to me.
Anyway, I am wishing to have fun with my best friend and my good friends, and wish to be they are here... I miss them a lot and I want to visit them if I possible to do!
I knew it won't happen to me whenever I stay in Macomb. Also, when I leave here to NC, I will not see them a lot and I miss them more than I do now. I am not good at anything about it. I made my friends in IL, and I love them a lot more. Only my hope is going to visit them anytime if I can. That make me better feeling. Also, anytime I don't feel well enough, I will not think about leaving here next month. I know I am glad to find a school in NC, but I am not happy with leave here and make new life... However, I need to do anyway, that way I can still be with my major.
I like here in Macomb. Macomb is not very fun place to stay in, but it is very good to make a lot of friends. Also, what I want to do in here I can do it, and I am greatful of that.
I miss Western Illinois University, their stuff, professors, friends, and my best friend. My best friend is in Chicago right now, but I wish I could visit him before I leave in IL.........
Never think about I want to see him, and I love to hung out with him anytime. My best friend makes me Laugh and Feeling better anytime when I am not well enough.
I know I will miss my floor people which in Washington Hall 13th and 14th floor people who always talked to me and had fun together. Never ever think and I did not talk to them about I am going to transfer until end of Spring 2005. I was not sure about I will or not, but now I know I will. I hope I will see you all of them and have fun together
Those thoughts are one of my free time and i was thinking about you guys, my friends...
However, I live with that anyway.
I am going to be get a good time with my friends in the night, but it means nothing to me.
Anyway, I am wishing to have fun with my best friend and my good friends, and wish to be they are here... I miss them a lot and I want to visit them if I possible to do!
I knew it won't happen to me whenever I stay in Macomb. Also, when I leave here to NC, I will not see them a lot and I miss them more than I do now. I am not good at anything about it. I made my friends in IL, and I love them a lot more. Only my hope is going to visit them anytime if I can. That make me better feeling. Also, anytime I don't feel well enough, I will not think about leaving here next month. I know I am glad to find a school in NC, but I am not happy with leave here and make new life... However, I need to do anyway, that way I can still be with my major.
I like here in Macomb. Macomb is not very fun place to stay in, but it is very good to make a lot of friends. Also, what I want to do in here I can do it, and I am greatful of that.
I miss Western Illinois University, their stuff, professors, friends, and my best friend. My best friend is in Chicago right now, but I wish I could visit him before I leave in IL.........
Never think about I want to see him, and I love to hung out with him anytime. My best friend makes me Laugh and Feeling better anytime when I am not well enough.
I know I will miss my floor people which in Washington Hall 13th and 14th floor people who always talked to me and had fun together. Never ever think and I did not talk to them about I am going to transfer until end of Spring 2005. I was not sure about I will or not, but now I know I will. I hope I will see you all of them and have fun together
Those thoughts are one of my free time and i was thinking about you guys, my friends...
Wednesday, June 1, 2005
I love someone like you!
I am thinking about one person who I want to be my lover. I am not good at all the time about thinking love. However, I will.
Also, I wanna say to my lover. That is "They are the highest couple. They are two ideal people who can improve each other only by being there together. Every couple who envies that. It is possible to become happy."
I think never ever change to my thinking.
Also, I wanna say to my lover. That is "They are the highest couple. They are two ideal people who can improve each other only by being there together. Every couple who envies that. It is possible to become happy."
I think never ever change to my thinking.
Tuesday, May 10, 2005
One Love Wonderful World
To this chest of Love, love, and it loves us.
When Love, love, and love we are born, it doesn't tell it in the voice by the trembling finger.
It begins to overflow from Love, love, and it loves us.
Love and Love and Love . I take only a naked words, deliver this song.
You were brought in reality a long time ago or it is lie, though "Found it by chance" was said a little while ago.
Candle looks at you, you are looking at the ring.
Happily received from him, it sits on the counter of this shaky shop counter.
You are mine though my dripping doesn't drop INTO your mind until the counter and the Cassis soda is lost.
So as not to leave you here, only a little bit more whether we begin to get drunk. Don't leave. Stop, time and stay with me.
This is my true feelings. I think that you should depend a little on me and drink more.
And, you only have to lean against me.
However, all words have been drunk and only silence exists.
Those are most intereste my mind today.
I hope you enjoy to read this.
When Love, love, and love we are born, it doesn't tell it in the voice by the trembling finger.
It begins to overflow from Love, love, and it loves us.
Love and Love and Love . I take only a naked words, deliver this song.
You were brought in reality a long time ago or it is lie, though "Found it by chance" was said a little while ago.
Candle looks at you, you are looking at the ring.
Happily received from him, it sits on the counter of this shaky shop counter.
You are mine though my dripping doesn't drop INTO your mind until the counter and the Cassis soda is lost.
So as not to leave you here, only a little bit more whether we begin to get drunk. Don't leave. Stop, time and stay with me.
This is my true feelings. I think that you should depend a little on me and drink more.
And, you only have to lean against me.
However, all words have been drunk and only silence exists.
Those are most intereste my mind today.
I hope you enjoy to read this.
Saturday, May 7, 2005
Last Saturday
This is Saturday afternoon, I am always get bored and nothing to do. I am so happy right now, because I am talking with some of my freinds.
Now on, I will be busy until Wednesday night. Just I need to know what I want to do after Wednesday until June 3rd. I will have nice and great three weeks vacation for summer... That's only short vacation, however, I always love to spend time myself. Also, this summer will be different from other summer, becaue I have a lot of friends who I know right now. However, I have no idea what I can do for them and what I can get from them. I am so happy to spend with them a lot of time, but I guess we don't have enough time.
Also, I know who i like to be my freind, who i want to be my friends and who i need to be think more and more last few days. I might not be here much longer and not good to be make some friends. However, I need to get some friends during summer classes when I took those at WIU.
I have no idea how I can have a fun in here, but I will make a fun everyweek. Because I don't have classes from Friday to Sunday.
Anyway, I hope all of my friends have a great weekend, and having fun after finish Final Exams.
Now on, I will be busy until Wednesday night. Just I need to know what I want to do after Wednesday until June 3rd. I will have nice and great three weeks vacation for summer... That's only short vacation, however, I always love to spend time myself. Also, this summer will be different from other summer, becaue I have a lot of friends who I know right now. However, I have no idea what I can do for them and what I can get from them. I am so happy to spend with them a lot of time, but I guess we don't have enough time.
Also, I know who i like to be my freind, who i want to be my friends and who i need to be think more and more last few days. I might not be here much longer and not good to be make some friends. However, I need to get some friends during summer classes when I took those at WIU.
I have no idea how I can have a fun in here, but I will make a fun everyweek. Because I don't have classes from Friday to Sunday.
Anyway, I hope all of my friends have a great weekend, and having fun after finish Final Exams.
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